It's been 48 hours, and I'm still in denial. (As in, haven't really unpacked. Because the courts might reopen spontaneously! And our court date might be tomorrow, and we'd have to go back immediately and THEN I'd be glad my deodorant was still in the suitcase, wouldn't I?)
I'll probably end up posting stuff that I wrote while out there but was unable to send, so excuse any chronological confusion for the next couple of days.
Speaking of confusion, I'm really sorry (again) if I caused it by the privacy post that I wrote. All I meant by that post, really, was that I didn't want my work colleagues or my extended family reading this, because that would just be weird. I hope that makes sense. Everyone else is welcome. I think the google is gone, now, in any case, so hopefully all will be well and I won't have to return to this topic again. Thank you to my lovely sister for slaying the googles while I couldn't access blogspot.
Here's a random Addis photo to reward you for your patience while I go quietly off the deep end.
:( Don't go off of the deep end. Hold on tight...we're here and your babies will be with you soon. I do hope your court date comes soon. For the sake of all that is good...let it be soon.
ReplyDeleteYes, hold tight! I'm hoping, hoping the courts open soon. I loved seeing the moon and the sun today ... they soon see those whom we love far away. Hugs to you and vent with us!
ReplyDeleteI can't imagine how hard this must be! Stay strong and soon those little ones will be in your arms again!
ReplyDeleteOh my goodness, I think that what you're going through must be incredibly hard, maybe harder than what we go through with only pictures. But that's just me. I don't know what to say. Gather what strength you can from us. We're with you, prayers and thoughts, hopes and more prayers. Let's hope the deoderant stays in the bag.
ReplyDeleteDon't go near the deep end, girl. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers and send you positive vibes across the sea. Stay strong for the little ones.
ReplyDeleteHang in there sister! You are going to make it! It may hurt like hell but you will get through this- you've got babies waiting for you. But cry all you want. That's why we are here.
ReplyDeleteThinking about you and yours....
ReplyDeletegirl, I love your blog, but I can't read it!! the template you're using makes the text almost the same color as the background - I have to cut and paste your posts in order to read 'em. so, take pity on those of us with middle-aged eyss, please. :-)
ReplyDeleteand - welcome home. Of course I know you'd rather not be here. but soon enough, you'll be back with the babes
Holding on to you tight, girl. If you go off the deep end, I'm going too.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry this is so hard, hun. I can't even begin to imagine. Cry and get it out and then spend some pampering time preparing for when your babies finally get to come home. Many hugs.